The past 6 months have been quite interesting. Upheaval can make you reevaluate things. For a while I really shifted in my thinking and feeling. I was just happy for the little everyday things. I made this layout to celebrate it.
(Supplies: New My Mind's Eye Lost and Found collection!)
But it seems like I lost this feeling a bit. Instead of being grateful, I find myself in a transition. The house not being done and settled, going back to work, both of my kids in school, tension with Steve because there is stress. I am stuck in a pattern where I am complaining about things. Like the belly I want to lose...it doesn't seem like a big deal, but I don't feel like me. I feel weighed down. Yet, I don't make moves to fix it.
I wish those good phases could last longer. Or I could find a way to hang on to the core feeling, in spite of everything else going on. I think that may be the secret to life.
Maybe this transition period will bring me to a new level of change. I suppose I am in control of that. If only I embraced it. I have until October 2nd (my birthday)...time to get my hug on.